I'm lost in the middle of the ocean. You say it's best for me to be out here alone. But the truth is I'm drowning. I need your aid someone to send out their life boat and come out and save me. As every day passes without you, I'm getting pulled deeper and deeper into the insanity. Your falsification dragging me to the bottom. Begging and pleading for help but no one can hear me.
Even if the current pulls me all the way and I hit rock bottom I will sit tight and wait for you. Just for you. The crashing waves hitting the shore. As I'm waiting for the waves to take me with them. Trying to get up to the warm shore where I can be tickled pink with your presence. Where my smile can shine as bright as the rays of that golden sun, just like they used to.