People telling me stop right there, don't get yourself into that mess. All it is, is complicated. You are going to get hurt. Then what is it that I want to hold onto you for, for the risk.. I'm ready for a happy or bad ending. Excitement. You are the one who will make that decision, not me. Or is it that I still see something good in you. Deep down past all that other stuff that I don't particularly like. I see something. I want to give you a chance as "just" a good friend. Thats all I want from you. There is that risk in this... First was horrible. Can't believe I even try and talk to you sometimes. But yea... One more chance. That's it. All you get. Make it... or break it. Your choice. Not mine.

All it is now is statistics... Why do I work so hard to get this credit. Just because my name doesn't sound like hers or my family isn't just so amazing doesn't mean that I need to be punished for it. Is this really how it's going to be for the next two years... because if it is then you can sure darn count me out.

Christmas Christmas everywhere
The smell of cookies in the air
Walking through the long dark hall
Searching for presents in the mall
leaving Santa carrots for his deer
All in such a bright warmy cheer
sitting by the fire so snug
waiting for family to give you a tug
Bringing you to the nice warm meal
Giving you more of that Christmas feel
As the tunes are playing and everyones here...
I would like to wish you a Merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

Why is it that one person can make me so happy. Just the sound of your name brings a smile to my face. As my phone lights up with your name inside a shiver just runs down my spine. A grin from ear to ear everytime you say my name. A constant feeling of happiness and butterflies when you are around. When you walk around the corner I know everything is going to be alright.
One person can make another so happy.

I love buying presents for friends.
It is very fun to mix and match ideas.
When they have no idea what they are getting from you.
When you can use inside jokes that they don't even remember.
I can't wait to see their faces when they open them.
I'm soo excited for Christmas.

What happened it used to be so easy? The days now are becoming so tough. We don't talk not even an occasional hi in the hall. What has happened we used to always be talking what do you think of when you think of me? A girl that always is trying to be around you. I don't want to be known as that I want to be known as the girl who makes you smile. Who you can't stop thinking about. The one who you tell is cute today.But whatever... I give up. Why do we try so hard to have a guy. Us girls have to be strong without one. It's easy you can go to your friends for that kind of stuff you don't need a guy.

Christmas!
I am so excited for Christmas
The time of year is soon around the corner
And I'm starting to get in the spirit
now that I have my Christmas tree and lights up
I also went on a little drive one night with my family
and looked at all of the lights around
I can't wait until I can sit by the fire with hot chocolate opening presents
Being with all of my family on Christmas is what I'm looking forward to
Am I ever so excited for Christmas!

Snow Snow Snow

Just a day to catch up on sleep

A day to bond with friends

A day to sip hot chocolate

A day to sit by the fire

A day to watch Puffer the Penguin

A day to go in the hot tub

A day to just chill

like snow!! chilly!

(that joke was for Stan!)

The little figure in your arms

The big Brown eyes

The little paws between your fingers

The small whimpering at your feet

She is in pain in defeat

Trying so hard to be right but just isn't

Giving her to someone that needs her

They are meant for eachother

They connected

Just like that of two days

More pain she is trying to be right trying so hard

maybe it's just a phase

She takes such good care of her

But she is too difficult

She can't help it she was born that way

No surgery will fix that

The way she will look up at you when she lays

Nothing can fix that

Suppose we will have to give her back

We didn't know she was like that...

When we got her for the person who now loves her

Never seen a grandma in pain

You feel like it is all a big blur

have you ever seen your grandma cry?

It is sad... she wants this dog in the worst way

The dog is trying.

Maybe one more try when it becomes the month of April

This could all fix it

But until then...

Stay strong.

The time of mourning and crying. When we know one day we will be dying. Thinking about it a lot. Some things give us some shock. Wondering when or where. Or if it happens who will care. Not taking as many risks as wanted. As we are jaunted through life. Our lives are short. Almost as small as a quart. Choosing what to do in this time matters. As you climb up the ladders. Choosing things that will be fun. Becoming a teacher, doctor, or nun. Live life to the fullest and best. Don't waste your time worrying about how you dressed. Take life day by day. Taking a new chance everyday.