People telling me stop right there, don't get yourself into that mess. All it is, is complicated. You are going to get hurt. Then what is it that I want to hold onto you for, for the risk.. I'm ready for a happy or bad ending. Excitement. You are the one who will make that decision, not me. Or is it that I still see something good in you. Deep down past all that other stuff that I don't particularly like. I see something. I want to give you a chance as "just" a good friend. Thats all I want from you. There is that risk in this... First was horrible. Can't believe I even try and talk to you sometimes. But yea... One more chance. That's it. All you get. Make it... or break it. Your choice. Not mine.

All it is now is statistics... Why do I work so hard to get this credit. Just because my name doesn't sound like hers or my family isn't just so amazing doesn't mean that I need to be punished for it. Is this really how it's going to be for the next two years... because if it is then you can sure darn count me out.

Christmas Christmas everywhere
The smell of cookies in the air
Walking through the long dark hall
Searching for presents in the mall
leaving Santa carrots for his deer
All in such a bright warmy cheer
sitting by the fire so snug
waiting for family to give you a tug
Bringing you to the nice warm meal
Giving you more of that Christmas feel
As the tunes are playing and everyones here...
I would like to wish you a Merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

Why is it that one person can make me so happy. Just the sound of your name brings a smile to my face. As my phone lights up with your name inside a shiver just runs down my spine. A grin from ear to ear everytime you say my name. A constant feeling of happiness and butterflies when you are around. When you walk around the corner I know everything is going to be alright.
One person can make another so happy.

I love buying presents for friends.
It is very fun to mix and match ideas.
When they have no idea what they are getting from you.
When you can use inside jokes that they don't even remember.
I can't wait to see their faces when they open them.
I'm soo excited for Christmas.

What happened it used to be so easy? The days now are becoming so tough. We don't talk not even an occasional hi in the hall. What has happened we used to always be talking what do you think of when you think of me? A girl that always is trying to be around you. I don't want to be known as that I want to be known as the girl who makes you smile. Who you can't stop thinking about. The one who you tell is cute today.But whatever... I give up. Why do we try so hard to have a guy. Us girls have to be strong without one. It's easy you can go to your friends for that kind of stuff you don't need a guy.

Christmas!
I am so excited for Christmas
The time of year is soon around the corner
And I'm starting to get in the spirit
now that I have my Christmas tree and lights up
I also went on a little drive one night with my family
and looked at all of the lights around
I can't wait until I can sit by the fire with hot chocolate opening presents
Being with all of my family on Christmas is what I'm looking forward to
Am I ever so excited for Christmas!